exhausted~
why would one want to work on a public holiday ??
for the triple pay...........ergh...

besides this....what do i get in return??
that is ~~~ extremely tired at the end of the day...

when other people are on holiday...
the f &b industry will work...have to work.....coz today is a profitable day...

the mall seems to be Super packed....
packed with all types of people...big and small families...lovebirds....highschool kids.....foreign workers..hmm...i think sgwang would be full of the 'seafoods' today...~~ lolx.

the shopping mall seems to be a place for everyone to hangout on a day like this......

omg.........it was so busy and we do not have enough people to handle the situation today..
everyone was very very tired.....including me............

my.....
sunday is my last day already....
woo hooo....

a part of me is happy that i'm leaving this job..
at the same time..a part of me dont really want to leave the job too..
coz it's sooo flexible.....tho the pay is not really good......but at least i still get a little income by the end of the month..

But....i know clearly that these small tiny income cannot cover the expenses incurred when i was working there which includes the petrol and parking fees.......

so for a person that is forever so tight budget like me....
this job is just a waste of time and money...
this job is not right for me......interms of the pay....

but working here is fun...
although sometimes there are some unhappy things going on...
i do believe this happen everywhr in the world....
we just have to get used to it ....
again..i would like to say....it's fun working here....
but i will not go againts money...who would do that??
i need a job that will increase my income..and not decrease it....
playtime is over....
time to get serious ~~

things i've to remind myself~

~tight budget..
~increase income..
~reduce expenses..reduce consumption..
~pray to have an increase in allowance...=.=

(it's all about the money..money money..money..)

~pray that everyone i know is happy and healthy =)
~pray that i am capable to handle all tasks given to me ...
~pray that i am able to face all the problems in the future with no fear or worries..

MARIAH CAREY NEW! I Want to Know What Love Is!

=)
mariah carey is the queen!

Nothing is Impossible

i believe
i believe
i believe
i believe in You

Through You i can do anything
I can do all things

For it's You that gives me strength
Nothing is impossible

Through You blind eyes are opened
Strongholds are broken

I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible

I'm not gonna live by what i see
I'm not gonna live by what i feel

Deep down i know that You're here with me
I know that You can do anything

Through You i can do anything
I can do all things

For it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible

Through You blind are opened
Strongholds are broken

I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible

I believe
I believe

I believe
~I believe in You~


am i ready for what is coming up to me?
am i ready to face all the obstacles?
am i ready to overcome the lost of someone important in my life?

give me strength
give me strength to face all these

do not take her away from me

STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
S-T-R-E-S-S

i do not know why but now only i feel the exams stress...
and it's my 4th paper d..=.=


.i'd been taking a small cup of coffee everyday for the past three weeks.
.somehow i didn't take any coffee yesterday and i got a headache.
.so i guess i was addicted to coffee already and i made myself a cup of coffee.
.(coz my hse doesn't have sugar or milk or creamer).
.so it's plain black coffee. eww..

.and i think it was such a big cup till it almost kill me.
.overdosed caffeine.
.my heart rate was tremendously high.
.i couldn't sleep at all.
.my hands were shivering.
.then my teeth shivered too.
.then my whole body was so stiff.
.then i started feeling dizziness...good thing i did not see any stars yet.

.i always knew caffeine does have side effects on me.(years ago)
.
.but i thought i was immune to it already.
.apparently not. :(
.i think i overdosed quantity that i usually consume.
. n my body couldnt take it .
.n therefore all the scary side effect.
.which lead me to the clinic in the end.
.n not the place where i was supposed to be this morning.

.mayb it's the caffeine that made me feels so stress.
my heart feels like there's a mountain on it..
it's so hard to breathe...
it's so hard to relax...n chill.
i cant..i cant..i cant..i cant...i cant..

pls pls pls..
ah mae..
pls pls pls..
pls pls pls...
pls pls pls..

calm down..
calm down..
u're gonna get a heart attack if u continue to be so nervous...
pls pls pls

chill chill
ah mae..
calm down.


BREATHE IN..
BREATHE OUT..

BREATHE IN
BREATHE OUT..

this post is gonna be in point form.pls form a sentence yourself..=.=

CONSTIPATION..!!
not happy..!
ate alot of fruits....
still constipated...
ate medicine...
do not see any result yet..=.=

last two papers coming..
so scary
very very scary
and the more scary i feel..the sleepier i am......................................................
such a wonderful life..........
sooo sleeepy...

shit.
faster come out smoothly..

gained weight..
maybe is because ate alot but then all didnt come out..
for my whole life
i've never reach this weight b4..
i broke my own record...
lets celebrate..=.=

just finished one paper today..
it was okok i think....finger crossed...hopefully everything goes well so i wont be seeing this subject again.pls pls pls..pls..
actually the coming 3 subjects are the papers that i worry the most...
all three of them.....
:(
but it's okay..
i will study hard and try my best ..
=)
anyway..
i'm quite happy today..because the radio played my fav' singer..mr.fang da tong while i was driving home...

yeap..thats why i'm happy....just as simple as that..=)
i dont think things happen just like that...so ngam...so coincident.....
god was being nice to me and played that song to make me happy...=) thankiu!! =)